Because I've lost control of my life.I'm almost at the age 12 year old me thought is the time that I'd have it all figured out. I thought I'd have a fantastic job and just like every little girl I pictured myself to grow up into an attractive lady. A definite no on the former and a debatable on the latter. And only because I've made a resolution to not see myself as an ugly hag even if there are times that I am. But I digress.
Saying that my current job sucks would be inaccurate. Not because it's great but because what is suck anyway? I've had worse. And there was a time that I didn't have any. What I have right now isn't perfect but it has it's perks. So, why do I feel miserable in it half the time?